Right
now,
something
is
about
to
happen
and
I
have
had
this
gut
feeling
that
no
one
is
over
there
telling
us
what’s
happening.
Why
no
one
is
there
is
beyond
my
understanding
but
from
my
own
experience,
the
“gag-order”
seems
to
be
well
in
place.
This
is
of
some
concern
to
me.
I
have
no
agenda,
I
just
can’t
figure
out
why
all
the
best
of
the
best
among
war
correspondents
are
not
saying
a
thing
about
what’s
going
on
and
no
one
is
over
there
to
my
knowledge
trying
so
desperately
to
“get
the story out” as so many have done in the past. Maybe, just maybe this one is different. We’ll see.
As
for
the
audience(s)
back
home,
we’ve
been
told
that
it’s
really,
really
bad
and
no
one
seems
to
go
any
further
than
that.
I’ve
been
following
some
reports
for
the
last
year
concerning
Iraq
and
no
doubt,
it’s
been
a
bloodbath
in
some
places.
What
concerns
me
is
this….what
exactly
is
the
plan
once
again
and
who
exactly
is
coordinating
this
plan
this
time?
These
are
questions
that
all
the
“career
journalists”
were
asking
back
in
2003
when
the
invasion
happened
which
was
at
that
time
called,
“Gulf
War
II”.
No
one
seemed
to
ask
such
questions
when
“Gulf
War
I”
was
in
place.
We
just
bought
into
the
whole
idea
that
Iraq
invaded
Kuwait
and
we
went in and kicked ass in 100-hours. Then came the events known as: “9/11”.
Everything changed on that date.
Then
came
weapons
of
mass
destruction
which
resulted
in
the
March
2003
invasion
of
Iraq.
Then
came
the
next
six
years
of
OIF,
(Operation
Iraqi
Freedom).
And
by
the
way,
4000
plus
American
military
lives
lost
not
to
mention
the
loss
of
civilian
contractors
who
were
not
readily
counted
among
the
lives
lost.
And
then
of
course
there
was
this
man
back
in
2003
named
L.
Paul
Bremmer,
who
at
the
time
was
one
of
America’s
highest
ranking
diplomats
who
single
handedly
orchestrated
the
way
supposedly
forward
for
the
conquered
Iraq.
I’ve
always
thought
that
Bremmer
is
perhaps
the
most
responsible
for
the
current
chaotic
situation
we
have
going
on
all
over
Iraq
at
this
very
moment.
Funny
to
me
how
someone
like
that
has
nothing
to
say
about
what
is
going
on
right
now.
It’s
always
hard
to
own
up
to
serious
blunders. Bremmer ought to be dropped off in the middle of Anbar province and told, “go fix it Paul”.
After
the
elections
of
2008,
the
current
folks
in
charge
of
foreign
policy,
made
it
a
point
to
close
the
door
on
Iraq
no
matter
what
the
cost.
It
seems
that
politics
always
gets
in
the
way
of
doing
the
right
thing.
This
is
what
happens
when
people
are
more
concerned
with
their
legacy
rather
than
what’s
really
going
on.
Then,
2012
rolled
along
and
the
door
was
closing
rapidly
on
Iraq.
I
was
astounded
that
particular
places
with
huge
flight
lines
were
abandoned
by
US
military.
Yes,
I
am
aware
that
there
are
still
some
folks
stationed
in
what
is
supposed
to
be
strategic
locations
but
how
on
earth
Mosul
fell
is
beyond
my
understanding.
I
also
am
shocked
that
Ramadi
fell
and
nothing
was
done
to
really
remedy
the
situation,
as
of
yet.
In
the
mean
time,
positions
are
being
taken,
heads
literally
are
rolling,
ground
is
being
fought
over
and
no
one
back
home
has
a
clue
what’s
really
going
on.
And,
then
there
is
the
matter
of
the
Iraqi
people.
They
have
suffered
extensively
throughout
this
entire process or what some call a “grandiose debacle”.
It
should
be
noted
that
some
members
of
the
New
Mexico
National
Guard
are
currently
in
close
proximity
relatively
speaking,
to
where
I
am
about
to
go.
Prior
to
my
departure
I
have
inquired
on
several
occasions
as
to
the
possibility
of
“hooking
up”
with
them
and
reporting
accordingly.
I
have
done
this
before
and
have
explained
to
all
those
up
the
chain
of
command
that
this
is
not
my
first
rodeo.
So
far,
no
one
in
positions
of
authority
has
accommodated
my
requests.
Therefore,
I
must
do
what I always do…adapt, improvise and above all…overcome.
So,
that
brings
me
to
what
I
am
doing
now.
I
am
leaving
New
Mexico
in
the
heart
of
the
summer
to
go
to
the
land
we
called,
Mesopotamia
in
our
history
books
but
have
come
to
now
know
as
Iraq.
There
are
some
people
on
the
ground
in
Iraq,
locals,
that
I’ve
befriended
over
a
decade
ago
that
I’ve
said
I
would
come
and
tell
their
story
to
the
small
world
that
listens
to
me.
It
is
hotter
than
hell
over
there
this
time
of
year
and
I’m
not
nearly
as
young
as
I
was
ten
years
ago.
I
have
titled
this
journey, “The Last Lap”.
In
my
youth,
I
was
a
distance
runner.
In
the
autumn
I
ran
cross
country
and
in
the
spring
I
ran
the
two
mile.
The
training
in
the
autumn
kept
me
shape
for
the
competition
in
the
spring.
In
the
two
mile
there
were
8-laps.
Almost
30-years-ago,
at
the
age
of
32,
I
began
the
first
lap
by
going
to
El
Salvador
and
seeing
what
there
was
to
see
and
telling
what
there
was
to
be
told
from
the
ground
level.
Now,
it’s
the
last
lap.
I’m
59
and
holding
and
getting
ready
to
see
what
I
have
left
in
me
to
finish
the
race
at
hand.
Once
again
the
“observatorianist”
presses
on
and
gives
it
all
he’s
got
for
the
audience
to
see/hear.
I
am
at
this
time,
walking
out
the
door
headed to parts unknown and seeing what’s left in the reserve tank so those that have already given their all may rest in peace.
Welcome to, “The Last Lap” a report from the ground in Iraq.